Chapter One
Adam Caldwell stared, appalled,
at the woman who'd just swung a sledgehammer at his carefully ordered
life. "What did you say?"
The slight tightening of her lips indicated impatience. "Your
mother-in-law hired me to create a memorial window for your late wife."
Her gesture took in the quiet interior of the Caldwell Island church,
its ancient stained glass windows glowing in the slanting October sunlight,
its rows of pews empty on a weekday afternoon. "Here."
He'd always prided himself on keeping his head in difficult situations.
He certainly needed that poise now, when pain had such a grip on his throat
that it was hard to speak. He put a hand on the warm, smooth wood of a
pew back and turned to Pastor Wells, whose call had brought him rushing
from the boatyard in the middle of a workday.
"Do you know anything about this?"
The pastor beamed, brushing a lock of untidy graying hair back from his
forehead. "Only what Ms. Marlowe has been telling me. Isn't it
wonderful, Adam? Mrs. Telforth has offered to fund not only the new window,
but the repairs on all the existing windows. God has answered our prayers."
If God had answered Henry Wells's prayers in this respect, He'd certainly
been ignoring Adam's. Adam glanced back at the woman who stood beneath
the largest of the church's windows, its jewel colors highlighting her
pale face. She was watching him with a challenge in her dark eyes, as
if she knew exactly how he felt about the idea of a memorial to Lila.
She couldn't. Nobody could know that.
He summed up his impressions of the woman-- a tangle of dark brown curls
falling to her shoulders, brown eyes under straight, determined brows,
a square, stubborn chin. Her tan slacks, white shirt, and navy blazer
seemed designed to let her blend into any setting, but she still looked
out-of-place on this South Carolina sea island. Slight, she nevertheless
had the look of a person who'd walk over anything in her path. Right now,
that anything was him.
"Well, now, Ms. -- ?" He stopped, making it a question.
"Marlowe," she said. "Tory Marlowe."
"Yes." He glanced at the card she'd handed him. Marlowe
Stained Glass Studio, Philadelphia. Not far from his mother-in-law's place
in New Jersey. Maybe that was the connection between them. "Ms.
Marlowe. Caldwell Island's a long way from home for you." His
South Carolina drawl was a deliberate contrast to the briskness she'd
shown. A slow, courteous stone wall, that was what was called for here.
"Seems kind of funny, you showing up out of the blue like this."
She lifted those level brows, as if acknowledging an adversary, and he
thought her long fingers tightened on the leather bag she carried. "Mrs.
Telforth gave me a commission. I came."
"Also seems kind of funny that my mother-in-law didn't get in
touch with me first."
Actually, it didn't, but he wasn't about to tell this stranger that. Mona
Telforth blew in and out of his life, and his daughter's life, like a
shower of palm leaves ripped by a storm-- here unexpectedly, gone almost
as quickly.
"I wouldn't know anything about that, but she spelled out her
wishes quite clearly." The overhead fan moved the sultry air
and ruffled the woman's hair. "She asked me to create a window
that will be a tribute to her daughter's life and memory."
Pain clenched again, harder this time. Mona Telforth didn't know everything
about her daughter's life. She never would. He'd protect her memories
of Lila, but he wouldn't walk into this sanctuary every Sunday and look
at a window memorializing a lie.
He inhaled the mingled scent of flowers and polished wood that always
told him he was in the church. A place that had always meant peace to
him had turned into a combat zone. "You have some proof of this,
I suppose."
A soft murmur of dismay came from Henry. "I'm sure Ms. Marlowe
is telling us the truth, Adam."
The woman didn't even glance toward the pastor. She was quick-- he'd give
her that. She'd already sized up the situation and realized that he was
the one she had to deal with, not Henry.
"I'm not a con artist, Mr. Caldwell. This commission is real.
Take a look." She pulled an envelope from her oversized shoulder
bag and thrust it toward Adam. If the paper had been heavier, she'd probably
have thrown it.
The letter was definitely from Mona, written in the sprawling hand he
recognized. And in spite of straying from the point a time or two, she
made her wishes clear. She wanted a window to honor her daughter's life.
She'd even added the inscription she wanted on the window. Lila Marie
Caldwell, beloved daughter, wife, mother.
If his jaw got any tighter, it would probably break.
Tory Marlowe seemed just as tense. Her hands clenched, pressing against
her bag, as if she wanted to snatch the letter back. "Satisfied?"
"Ms. Marlowe, it's not a question of my being satisfied."
He tried to identify the look in her velvet brown eyes when she wasn't
actively glaring at him. It took a moment, but then he had it. Loneliness.
Tory Marlowe had the loneliest eyes he'd ever seen.
A vague feeling of recognition moved in him. "Have we met before?
You seem familiar to me."
She withdrew an inch or two. "No. About the commission--"
He tried to shake off the sense that he should know her. "My
mother-in-law is a person of whims. I'm sure she was interested when she
wrote this, but she's probably gone on to something else already."
He could only hope. "You'd best go back to Philadelphia and look
for another commission. This one isn't going to work out."
He saw the anger flare in her face, saw the effort she made to control
it.
"It almost sounds as if you don't want a memorial to your late
wife, Mr. Caldwell."
Now he was the one struggling -- with grief, anger, betrayal. How could
this woman, this stranger, cut right to the pain no one else even guessed
at?
"Of course he does." Henry sounded scandalized.
The woman glanced at the pastor, startled, as if she'd forgotten he was
there. He'd almost forgotten Henry, too. He and Tory Marlowe had found
their own private little arena in which to fight.
He shoved his emotions down, forcing them behind the friendly, smiling
mask that was all his neighbors ever saw from him. "Pastor, you
don't need to defend me. Ms. Marlowe is entitled to her opinion."
"But she didn't know Lila," he protested. "Why,
Adam and Lila were the most devoted couple you could ever want to meet.
Everyone loved Lila."
Everyone loved Lila. Including, he supposed, the man she'd been running
to when the accident took her life. For one insane moment he wondered
what they'd say if he blurted out the truth.
Speaking the truth in love, we grow up in all things into Christ . . .
The Bible verse Grandmother Caldwell had given him on his baptism flitted
through his mind, and he shook it off with a quick glance at the carved
wooden baptismal font that stood near the pulpit. The truth couldn't be
told about this. He might somehow, someday, be able to deal with Lila's
desire to be rid of him. He couldn't, ever, forgive the fact that she'd
been ready to desert their daughter.
Jenny. Determination hardened his will. Jenny idolized the mother she
barely remembered, and she must never learn the truth. He had to keep
his secret for her sake.
He rallied his defenses. "Both Ms. Marlowe and my mother-in-law
are forgetting something, even if Mona does mean to go ahead with this."
Tory's long fingers closed around Mona's letter. "What's that?"
He managed a smile, knowing he was on firmer ground. "It's up
to the church council to decide if they want a new window."
He gestured toward the stained glass on either side of the sanctuary.
"As you can see, we have a full complement of windows. I don't think
they'll want to destroy one in order to build something different, no
matter how generous the gift."
"They're going to lose one anyway, regardless of whether I replace
it," she shot back. "Have you taken a good look at
the second one on the left?"
"Such bad shape," Henry murmured. He walked to the
window with the image of Moses and the burning bush. "It's one
of the oldest ones. Is it really beyond hope?"
"It would probably shatter if we took it down for repair. I could
rebuild it the way it is, but that wouldn't meet the terms of the commission."
Moving to the window, she outlined a fragment of rose glass, her finger
moving as lovingly as if she touched a child. "It might be possible
to save some of the pieces and incorporate them in the new window."
"Do you really think so?" Henry's eager tone sounded
a warning note to Adam. Henry's enthusiasm would sweep the rest of the
board along if he didn't find some way of diverting this whole project.
"You're being premature."
Henry and the woman both swung around to face him, and for an instant
they seemed allied against him.
Nonsense. This church was built and maintained by Caldwells, had been
since the first Caldwell set foot on the island generations ago. Henry
would side with him, not with a stranger.
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"We can't do anything
until I talk to my mother-in-law and find out if she really intends to
pursue this project." He tried to smile, but his lips felt too
stiff to move. "Frankly, I think you're here on a wild goose
chase, Ms. Marlowe. Naturally, if she has changed her mind, we'll cover
your travel expenses back to Philadelphia."
Tory took a quick, impulsive step toward him, and again he had that sense
of familiarity. Then she stopped, shaking her head. "That's very
generous of you. But I don't think I'll be needing it."
"We'll see." He managed to smile and offer his hand.
Hers was cool, long-fingered, with calluses that declared her occupation.
"Yes. We'll see."
He caught a trace of resentment in her tone as she dropped his hand and
took a step away from him. She probably thought he was being unfair. Maybe
so.
But the bottom line was that he had trouble enough living a necessary
lie as it was. If he had to contend with this memorial--
He wouldn't. Which meant that Tory Marlowe, with her determined air and
her lonely eyes, had to go back where she belonged.
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