Chapter
One
"You're wrong, that's
all." Claire Delany had the fleeting thought that maybe she shouldn't
speak that way to a minister. She dismissed it. No clerical collar would
deter her from saying what she thought.
Not that Brendan Flanagan was wearing a clerical collar. She glanced
at him as he held the door and then followed her from the church gym
into a hallway that had classrooms on either side. Gray sweatpants and
a navy sweatshirt, battered sneakers, disheveled chestnut brown hair
tumbling onto his forehead. Only some hint of gravity in his lean face
and hazel eyes suggested that he had anything more serious than a game
of basketball on his mind.
"Maybe I am wrong." Brendan's voice, a baritone rumble, was mild. "But
when Gabe asked me to officiate, I understood him to say they wanted
a small, quiet wedding with no fuss."
"Gabe may have said that." She tried the no-nonsense voice that would
warn anyone who worked for her that it was time to shape up. "But I
know what kind of wedding Nolie has dreamed of all her life. I don't
want her to give up her dream wedding just because they're so busy right
now with the new project."
The grant her best friend had recently received would let Nolie and
Gabe expand their service animal project to a lot more disabled people.
She understood how important that was, but Nolie shouldn't have to sacrifice
having a memorable wedding because of it
Brendan came to a halt next to a bulletin board covered with construction
paper orange and yellow leaves, printed with what she supposed were
children's names. She stopped, too, swinging to face him. He was tall,
like all the Flanagan men, and even the two-inch heels she wore for
work didn't give her enough height to confront him.
He was probably good at intimidating with his height, his keen eyes,
and that air of authority that went along with being a minister. She
wasn't going to let him force his views onto her, no matter how self-assured
he was.
"Nolie is my closest friend," she said firmly. "If she doesn't have
the time right now to handle the wedding arrangements, then I'll be
happy to take care of them for her."
Brendan raised an eyebrow. Gabe is my cousin as well as my friend and
parishioner. And I intend to listen to what he says they want.
He had her on the
parishioner business. Gabe was a member of Brendans church. Probably
Nolie would be soon, as well. Her friend was being absorbed into the
big, noisy Flanagan clan at a rapid rate, and Brendans church was obviously
an important part of their lives.
As for herwell,
her mother had taken her to church when she was a child, but after her
mothers death, her father hadnt set foot inside a church with her.
Other than attending a wedding or two, shed followed his pattern. Religion
was a foreign country to her, one she didnt have any interest in exploring.
She tried another
tack. Maybe Gabe just doesnt care. A wedding is more for the bride,
anyway.
Brendans eyes werent
the Irish blue of his Flanagan cousins. Instead they were a changeable
hazel, and at the moment they looked as remote, green and frosty as
an Alpine lake.
A wedding is a
solemn event in the spiritual lives of two people, not an excuse for
a party.
Now he really was
putting on his minister hat. She was tempted to point out that the wedding
decisions werent really up to him, but hed simply turn that argument
back on her. They werent up to her, either, until Gabe and Nolie agreed.
Shed already seen
how close all the Flanagans were. The only way to win this was to have
Pastor Brendan on her side. Then she could present Nolie with an accomplished
deed instead of a what-if.
Im not talking
about turning the wedding into a riot, Pastor. Just making it beautiful
and memorable. Surely you dont have any theological objections to that.
The sudden flash
of humor in his eyes startled her. Not theological, no. But we might
not agree on what beautiful and memorable is.
We wont know unless
we try, will we?
He studied her face
for a long moment, as if wondering what lay beneath the surface. His
steady gaze began to make her uneasy. She didnt have a smudge of mascara
on her nose, did she?
Fair enough, he
said finally. Lets take a look at the sanctuary and talk about what
you have in mind.
His tone said he
reserved judgment on her view of the wedding. That didnt matter. Shed
swing him around to her way of thinking.
Brendan led the
way back up the flight of stairs shed come down. When she hadnt found
him waiting in his office for their appointment, shed followed the
sound of thuds, bumps, and jeers to the gym, where hed been playing
basketball with a scruffy-looking bunch of teenagers.
Strange as it seemed,
shed apparently have to negotiate with Brendan to get what she wanted.
And she would get what she wanted. Failure wasnt part of her vocabulary.
She and Nolie had a kinship that went deeper than friendship or sisterhood,
and shed give Nolie the wedding of her dreams even if she had to go
through Brendan Flanagan to do it.
But shed try a
milder tactic first. Shed always found it useful in business to establish
some sort of mutual ground. She glanced at him as they walked through
another long hallway, this one lined with stained glass windows. The
brighter light picked out the fine lines that fanned out from the corners
of his eyes, suggesting that he took his responsibilities seriously.
"Was that some
kind of a youth group you were working out with in the gym?"
He looked startled,
as if he'd forgotten about those kids. "No, not exactly."
He hesitated before going on. "This neighborhood has changed since
Grace Church was built a hundred years ago. A lot of kids in the area
dont have a church to call their own, or any place to hang out except
the street corners."
"I've seen
them." She frowned. "Frankly, most of the kids I've noticed
hanging around the street corners aren't ones I'd care to invite into
my church, if I had one."
"Reaching out
to people who need help is the church's business." His look was
faintly disapproving.
Claire stiffened.
Whether he was a minister or not, he didn't have the right to disapprove
just because she'd voiced her opinion.
Be agreeable, a
little voice cautioned in her mind. You want to gain his cooperation,
not put his back up.
"I guess Suffolk
isn't just an old-fashioned market town any more," she said.
He nodded, as if
Claire were a pupil who'd gotten an answer right. "That's the problem
exactly. People still think this is the kind of place where everyone
has the same values, but it's not. Suffolk has become a mid-size city
with a few city problems no one has figured out how to deal with yet."
"And you're
the man to deal with them." She tried to keep the skepticism out
of her voice.
"I'm trying.
With God's help."
That was the sort
of thing a politician might say, except that in Brendan's deep voice,
it sounded genuine. If he insisted on bringing God into the discussion,
she was definitely out of her depth. A Sunday school class when she
was seven or eight hadn't prepared her to debate any religious issues
with a minister.
Well, that wasn't
why she'd come here, in any event. She wanted his cooperation with the
wedding. Aside from that, she didn't care how many juvenile delinquents
Brendan let take advantage of him.
He opened a paneled
oak door at the end of the hallway. They stepped into a vast, echoing
space, dimly lit by a bank of recessed lights at the front.
"This is the
sanctuary. By the way, I draw the line at live doves flying around in
here."
The glimmer of humor
he showed again reassured her. Maybe he wouldn't be too difficult to
deal with. "Not even one or two?"
"Not even."
He fumbled along the wall for a light switch, and the overhead chandeliers
came on with a blaze of light, making the sanctuary spring to life.
"As you can see, theres a center aisle. I'm told wedding planners
like that."
Claire looked the
length of the sanctuary. The cream walls were accentuated with walnut
arches and wainscoting, and a burgundy carpet crossed the front and
swept up the aisles.
"It's perfect."
She could visualize Nolie coming down that center aisle, past pews decorated
with flowers and ribbons. She could almost hear the murmurs of appreciation.
No, that wasn't
a murmur. It was a stifled sob.
Brendan seemed to
hear the sound at the same time she did. He spun toward a pew that was
half-hidden by one of the columns. What she'd taken for a coat thrown
over it was actually a woman, huddled into herself on the cushioned
seat.
No, not a woman.
This was barely more than a girl, wearing threadbare jeans and a tattered
t-shirt. Her long dark hair hung down to screen her face.
Claire took a step
forward, and then stopped. This wasn't any of her business.
"Stacy?"
Brendan knelt next to the kid, his hand gripping the pew's carved arm.
His voice was soft with concern. "What's wrong?"
Obviously he knew
the girl, and he'd shifted into minister mode. All his attention was
concentrated on the girl, as if he'd forgotten Claire was there.
That was undoubtedly
her cue to back away. Even though she didn't want to put it off, apparently
their wedding consultation would have to wait until another time.
"I should leave,"
she said.
The girl looked
up at the sound of her voice, her hair falling back from a too-thin
face. Claires heart seemed to stop and then resume beating in slow,
threatening thuds. The kid's cheek was puffed out, and one eye had been
blackened.
It wasn't just the
obvious signs of abuse that turned her stomach and made her want to
flee. It was the look in the girl's eyes frightened and accepting all
at once, like a dumb animal that couldn't escape.
She knew the look.
It was the one she used to see in her mirror.